(written on 4/21/2021)
So I just enrolled in my fall semester classes.
This time it will be
Small Business Management
And
Career and Life Planning.
School was EXACTLY what I needed to organize my thoughts and provide me with some new information to be able to put all the puzzles together. However, unbeknownst to me, I signed up for an 10 week intensive. And also that homework after years of just working wasn't really flying.
I was overwhelmed to say the least.
But my life partner affirmed me that I am a GROWN ASS WOMAN and I can do what I want.
Which meant saying fuck the deadlines, fuck the homework, and fuck passing (I am purely taking these classes out of my own self interest).
And once that pressure was off, I made those classes my bitch lol.
I CHOSE what I wanted to take out of those classes and NOT what the professor had in mind.
I of course kept all the resources they offered so I could go through them at my leisure vs being rushed. But I didn't need ALL the information the classes provided. Just some.
These classes are helping me design my happiness coaching program.
I also get free mental health services through the school.
I am part time in school which defers my student loans.
These classes are CHEAP AF!!
And I have a Master's degree so these grades, G.P.A., and class "requirements" don't matter to me. I'm not taking them for the accolades.
So why not?
It did take a bit to shake off that programmed caring though.
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